|Today was my birthday (: but yesterday I celebrated. I had an overall good weekend and birthday. I went shopping and to the symphony on Saturday, that was spectacular!! Made me wish I was musically talented! Got to love Denver Symphony!! I don't know why but I'm a nerd in many ways that surprise me, I enjoy classical music. Saturday in Denver also made me think about the life I wish I could have. I wish I could live "the city life". Attending shows downtown, art museums, shopping, good food (: well, who knows...maybe someday all those things will be at my fingertips!! So many dreams that need to come true, so little time! |
!! One more year as a teenager, for some reason that's very unnerving.
Hey guys! Im getting a new car! Which is awesome, although I have to make payments on it monthly, which is kind of scary but Im happy because my car now is running down, the windows don't work, it leaks...ect. So Im excited, but please pray for me. Pray that I keep my job, that I get a good source of money flowing through to pay my monthly payment.
It's scary growing up, things become serious (like car payments). If you could also pray that I stay focused on school. God has always been good to me, I know he's going to protect me and get me through these next few years with school, jobs and payments but your prayer would be highly appreciated. Also, if there's anything that I could pray for you or something you want to talk about, get off your chest, we can talk!
Hello you! Life has been pretty busy with school, work and family. Good thing about being so busy: I've been sleeping like a rock, which is nice.
School's been okay, I only have two classes this semester (a lot less stressful.) My psychology class is a lot more interesting this time around, but it's brutal to make myself go in the mornings. Math class is going ok too, I'm actually understanding the material alright (which is really impressive.) And lastly work has been going GREAT, it's challenging working with 2 year olds (kicking, screaming ect) but it's worth it.
In other news, I've been thinking about this guy nonestop and to make it worse, I have dreams about him constantly. I don't know why either, I used to REALLY like him but firstly, he seems distant all the time, he has problems with his past from what I've gathered, he's very emotional and socially awkward. He's also shown interest in me, he's said things to me that were huge indicators that he likes me...but then he ignores me and will act like I don't exist, that he doesn't even want my friendship. BUT he'll talk to my close friend, come up and say hi to her, even sit with her at church or confide in her...but he wont even look me in the eye half the time. I don't know if it's BECAUSE he likes me too much (because he is awkward) or if it's because he simply doesnt care for me. Sometime he will say hi, but it's random when he does. If he does like me, he's playing games..BIG TIME. I've heard so many people say or imply that he likes me but his actions just don't convince me. My sister in law says that I'd be the only girl she knows that could get him out of his slump, out of his awkwardness and moos swings and she's urged me to just go up and talk to him, she seemed like she knew something I didn't (like possibly he told her that he likes me?) I don't know! And if he's doing all these things because he doesn't care for me, why? What did I do to make him go out his way to ignore me? Ugh. It's all so fraustrating, so I've mostly just gave up on him. If you're reading this, any insight to what he might be thinking?
Thanks for reading,
with love, Lilo
1.) Would you rather lose all of your mascaras, eyeliners, lipsticks, and lipglosses or lose all of your palettes and eyeshadows? Eyeshadows and palettes.
2.) Would you rather chop off all your hair or never be able to cut it again? Not be able to cut it again but please let me trim it!
3.) Would you rather have a coral cheek or a pink cheek? Pink. (but I like coral too though:()
4.) If you had $1000 to spend, would you rather buy clothes or makeup? Clothes! I get new makeup every month from Ipsy.
5.) Would you rather apply lipstick as eyeliner, or eyeliner as lipstick? Eyeliner as lipstick.
6.) Would you rather only shop at MAC or Sephora? Sephora. They are both expensive though, so whatever.
7.) Would you rather only use one eyeshadow color or one lip color for the rest of your life? Lipstick. You never said anything about lipgloss!
8.) Would you rather wear winter clothes in summer or summer clothes in winter? Summer clothes in winter.
9.) Would you rather have dark nails or bright nails all year round? Bright.
10.) Would you rather give up your favorite lip product or your favorite eye product? Lip.
11.) Would you rather only be able to wear your hair in a ponytail or a messy bun? Messy bun!
12.) Would your rather never be able to paint your nails again or never use lipgloss? Never paint my nails again.
13.) Would you rather shave your eyebrows and have none at all or sharpie them in everyday? Oh my gosh, this question is ridic. Can't I just pencil them in, why sharpie?
14.) Would you rather live without makeup or nail polish? Nail polish. Seriously a no brainer.
Cause it's time to leave those feelings behind.
Did you know that when a person appears in your dreams it's because that person wants to see you? - New York Times.
It's not that I love waiting, I just love the person I'm waiting for.
A simple hello can lead to a million things.
I would gladly live out of a suitcase if that means I could see the world.
A book is the most effective weapon against intolerance & ignorance.
Be so good that they can't ignore you.
Perfect boys only exist in books.
The greatest thing a father can do for his daughter is love her mother.
Everyone calls Feb 14th Valentines Day, I call it Thursday.